Friday, 31 July 2015

Furia

I'm currently watching the latest episode of Catfish while applying the finishing bits to my assignment while blogging. Multitasking because I really don't want to do my assignment at all especially during this gloomy weather (its raining right now as I'm typing this) but I really have to as the deadline is inching closer. After doing all of the html coding for my assignment, I realised it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Anyway, the yesterday I went for a second round of YuluLuka hair treatment at LAD Salon (you can read about my first experience here) which has left my hair feeling really smooth and light. Had a quick lunch at China House with Kieran after that and spent the rest of the day slopping around at home. 

Top: Cropped knit sweater, Forever 21
Skirt: Black mini foam skirt, Topshop
Bag: Furia faux fur cross bag, Monki
Shoes: Black platform creepers, Unbranded
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Now that you've reached the end of the post, here is a 50% discount voucher you can use for your visit to LAD Salon when you make an appointment with Teddy Ooi. This voucher is only valid until 10th August so get going and make your appointment for a YuluLuka hair treatment or any other hair services. Trust me, after the second round of the hair treatment, I'm convinced that it is one of the best hair treatment I have ever had. Till here, I hope you're all well!


LAD Salon
No. 221C, Jalan Burma, 10050, 
Georgetown, Penang.
+60 4-229 9099

Tuesday, 28 July 2015

Delusional

Yesterday I just got back from a short family trip with Kieran and his mom to KL to meet their side of the family. It was a nice gathering being around nice and lovely people. Anyway, yesterday I had this sudden urge to take some photos in this white dress I bought awhile ago. I'm actually saving this dress for an upcoming wedding. Right, I was in this mood of 'white' and just thinking of some weird purity nonsense. It was a ridiculous impromptu thing that had the photos turning out ugly, obviously, but here are two shots that made the cut with some weird editing with this misty feel.

I don't know, I feel like recently I've been trying to find myself again and its just weird. I've not felt this, uh, 'lost' in a long time. I guess having this weird urge is one of the tiny steps to getting back on track with how I feel about myself. It's silly, I know, but everyone has their own way of finding themselves. Some people might think 'how can you even lose yourself in the first place?', well, I don't know but maybe I'm just in a bad state. I don't like talking about all this but sometimes is nice to have a blog to rant. My first little self portrait series was the time I kind of found this little inner passionate psycho in myself and its nice, really, to find that little spark in yourself that in a way makes you feel whole.
It was nice when I felt confident, inspired, strong and smart - I felt complete. Now, my self-esteem took a sudden drop and my confidence, it isn't doing so well. But I'm getting there, I will get back to my good and crazy state. Slowly but surely because I don't like being in this negative state. So till here, I hope you all feel 100x better than I am and hope you're all well! Nx

Friday, 24 July 2015

Searching

Yesterday I met up with one of the most amazing friend I have ever had in my life and it was a really good day of just catching up and being like idiots. We talked and she mentioned a few things I've realised recently and I thought to myself, why did I ever stopped and started slacking? This isn't me, not who I want to be. No one has mentioned anything to me until she did. I realised that my fitness is deteriorating so much in comparison to a year ago and my blog... it's missing me. I know it may sound silly as it does not make a big impact but my blog has been missing original content lately, which is something I enjoy doing. Dressing up, taking photos, editing, writing, working out, that kind of gibberish stuff. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy all the opportunities and am truly thankful for all that life has offered but I think somewhere in between I lost myself in all of that and forgot how to balance out my life (I sound so bloody dramatic. It really isn't dramatic). I need to bounce back to why I started. Or maybe just learn how to not screw up myself. 
Top: Black sleeveless cropped top, taobao.com
Skirt: Grey asymmetrical zipper skirt, Topshop
Bag: Soft leather tote bag, Longchamp
Shoes: Disc wedge black and white sneakers, Puma
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I got these cool kicks when it was on sale and honestly, its so comfortable and it looks good. The whole no-shoelace thing is brilliant. I bought the skirt a long time ago but never wore it, I only did wear it this time because its all matchy-matchy with my shoes. Anyway, I hope to bring better content to my blog the next time I post something. Until here, I hope you're all well! Nx